Have an appointment with the lead surgeon today. I anticipate that he will provide me with a tentative surgery date as I have met with all six doctors that will be involved.
Scared, worried, nervous, frightened....all words that describe what I am feeling. I know I MUST have this surgery to remove the cancer, if not, "Game Over". But, I know the ramifications of the surgery are going to be intense so I am hesitant about that too. The Yin and Yang of life.
As I have said before, right now, I am feeling pretty good. I could manage the rest of my life this way. Though not without its problems and limitations, I can make it, I've adjusted. I don't know what the surgery holds and will take away. Too many ifs.
My only option is to continue on, one step at a time, pulling this wagon with all of you pushing from behind. That's how I have made it this far.
PCQ
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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